The horizon became clearer, field and tree came more into sight, and somehow
with a different look; the mystery began to drop away from them. A bird
piped suddenly, and was still; and a light breeze sprang up and set the
reeds and bulrushes rustling. Rat, who was in the stern of the boat, while
Mole sculled, sat up suddenly and listened with a passionate intentness.
Mole, who with gentle strokes was just keeping the boat moving while he
scanned the banks with care, looked at him with curiosity.
"It's gone!" sighed the Rat, sinking back in his seat again. "So beautiful
and strange and new! Since it was to end so soon, I almost wish I had never
heard it. For it has roused a longing in me that is pain, and nothing seems
worthwhile but just to hear that sound once more and go on listening to it
forever. No! There it is again!" he cried, alert once more. Entranced, he
was silent for a long space, spellbound.
"Now it passes on and I begin to lose it," he said presently. "O, Mole! the
beauty of it! The merry bubble and joy, the thin, clear, happy call of the
distant piping! Such music I never dreamed of, and the call in it is
stronger even than the music is sweet! Row on, Mole, row! For the music and
the call must be for us."
The Mole, greatly wondering, obeyed. "I hear nothing myself," he said, "but
the wind playing in the reeds and rushes and osiers."
The Rat never answered, if indeed he heard. Rapt, transported, trembling,
he was possessed in all his senses by this new divine thing that caught up
his helpless soul and swung and dandled it, a powerless but happy infant,
in a strong sustaining grasp.
In silence Mole rowed steadily and soon they came to a point where the river
divided, a long backwater branching off to one side. With a slight movement
of his head Rat, who had long dropped the rudder lines, directed the rower
to take the backwater. The creeping tide of light gained and gained, and now
they could see the colour of the flowers that gemmed the water's edge.
"Clearer and nearer still," cried the Rat joyously. "Now you must surely
hear it - Ah - at last - I see you do!"
Breathless and transfixed the Mole stopped rowing as the liquid run of that
glad piping broke on him like a wave, caught him up, and possessed him
utterly. He saw the tears on his comrade's cheeks, and bowed his head and
understood. For a space they hung there, brushed by the purple loosestrife
that fringed the bank; then the clear imperious summons that marched hand
in hand with the intoxicating melody imposed its will on Mole, and
mechanically he bent to his oars again. And the light grew steadily
stronger, but no birds sang as they were wont to do at the approach of dawn;
and but for the heavenly music all was marvellously still.
On either side of them, as they glided onwards, the rich meadow grass seemed
that morning of a freshness and a greenness unsurpassable. Never had they
noticed the roses so vivid, the willow herb so riotous, the meadowsweet so
odorous and pervading. Then the murmur of the approaching weir began to hold
the air, and they felt a consciousness that they were nearing the end,
whatever it might be, that surely awaited their expedition.
A wide half-circle of foam and glinting lights and shining shoulders of
green water, the great weir closed the backwater from bank to bank, troubled
all the quiet surface with twirling eddies and floating foam streaks, and
deadened all other sounds with its solemn and soothing rumble. In midmost
of the stream, embraced in the weir's shimmering arm spread, a small island
lay anchored, fringed close with willow and silver birch and alder.
Reserved, shy, but full of significance, it hid whatever it might hold
behind a veil, keeping it till the hour should come, and, with the hour,
those who were called and chosen.
Slowly, but with no doubt or hesitation whatever, and in something of a
solemn expectancy, the two animals passed through the broken, tumultuous
water and moored their boat at the flowery margin of the island. In silence
they landed, and pushed through the blossom and scented herbage and
undergrowth that led up to the level ground, till they stood on a little
lawn of a marvellous green, set round with Nature's own orchard trees - crab
apple, wild cherry, and sloe.
"This is the place of my song-dream, the place the music played to me,"
whispered the Rat, as if in a trance. "Here, in this holy place, here if
anywhere, surely we shall find Him!"
Then suddenly the Mole felt a great Awe fall upon him, an awe that turned
his muscles to water, bowed his head, and rooted his feet to the ground. It
was no panic terror - indeed he felt wonderfully at peace and happy - but
it was an awe that smote and held him and, without seeing, he knew it could
only mean that some august Presence was very, very near. With difficulty he
turned to look for his friend, and saw him at his side, cowed, stricken, and
trembling violently. And still there was utter silence in the populous
bird-haunted branches around them; and still the light grew and grew.
Perhaps he would never have dared to raise his eyes, but that, though the
piping was now hushed, the call and the summons seemed still dominant and
imperious. He might not refuse, were Death himself waiting to strike him
instantly, once he had looked with mortal eye on things rightly kept hidden.
Trembling he obeyed, and raised his humble head; and then, in that utter
clearness of the imminent dawn, while Nature, flushed with fullness of
incredible colour, seemed to hold her breath for the event, he looked in the
very eyes of the Friend and Helper; saw the backward sweep of the curved
horns, gleaming in the growing daylight; saw the stern, hooked nose between
the kindly eyes that were looking down on them humorously, while the bearded
mouth broke into a half-smile at the corners; saw the rippling muscles on
the arm that lay across the broad chest, the long supple hand still holding
the panpipes only just fallen away from the parted lips; saw the splendid
curves of the shaggy limbs disposed in majestic ease on the sward; saw, last
of all, nestling between his very hooves, sleeping soundly in entire peace
and contentment, the little, round, podgy, childish form of the baby otter.
All this he saw, for one moment breathless and intense, vivid on the morning
sky; and still, as he looked, he lived, and still, as he lived, he
wondered.
"Rat!" he found breath to whisper, shaking. "Are you afraid?"
"Afraid?" murmured the Rat, his eyes shining with unutterable love. "Afraid!
Of Him? O, never, never! And yet - and yet - O, Mole, I am afraid!"
Then the two animals, crouching to the earth, bowed their heads and did
worship.
Sudden and magnificent, the sun's broad golden disc showed itself over the
horizon facing them; and the first rays, shooting across the level water
meadows, took the animals full in the eyes and dazzled them. When they were
able to look once more, the Vision had vanished, and the air was full of the
carol of birds that hailed the dawn.
Kenneth Grahame